“Toby Darling and the insights on life.” – Damarius describes my website as this. Honestly, I don’t know if this is perfect or if its just something I want to believe.
I have a little more than a week left in Chattanooga. It went by insanely fast, yet I feel like I’ve been here for a year. I’ve made tons of friends and memories my first semester in college. It’s weird knowing I’m halfway done. When I go back home next month it’ll be strange… I will be there for a month before I go back. The most I’ve spent back since I left was a couple days. It’ll feel like summer break.
I’ll be working again when I go back, and I can’t wait to be back at Kohana and also making money again. It’s felt like a long time since I’ve been there, and I can’t wait to be working with my friends again. I just hope I remember how to do my job, haha. I also hope I will have gotten my raise.
For the past few weeks…no… months, hell… years! I’ve felt like time just goes by too fast. I remember everything I did senior year. I remember where I was now exactly one year ago. I remember it all like it was yesterday. I hold all these memories in my heart. I hold all these days in the archive of my life. Last year. Last summer. Last week. As the moments I love the most begin to fade, I begin to grow weary. Because it’s the moments that make me who I am today. And it’s the moments that have changed me for the better or even possibly for the worst. But I regret nothing I did last year or last summer. If I could have it all back, you’d know I’d do it again. You know I want it back. The memories. The moments. The laughs and the smiles. I miss it.